

I WAITED patiently and expectantly for the Lord and He inclined to me and heard my cry. He drew me up out of a horrible pit ( a pit of tumult and of destruction ), out of the miry clay ( froth and slime), and set my feet upon a rock, steadying my steps and establishing my goings. And He has put a new song in my mouth, a song of praise to our God. 
~ Psalm 40:13
Lord, don't leave me; my God, don't go away. Quickly come and help me, my Lord and Savior. 


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Pleasant words are as a honeycomb, sweet to the mind and healing to the body.
~Proverbs 16:24 



6-29-2009
Thank You! I am so glad you visited & liked the recipe
You know I am there
I can't wait
God BlessAlesia
Well Good Golly Ms. Molly
MARYA
! I have not "seen" you in a month of Sundays! What a grand Blessing this is indeed! I am so on my way over
I was weak today, as blodd test result was ready and nurse called me doctor urged to meet on next Monday morning. She said it's liver problem !
Just stopping by to say "HI"!
thanks for the visit-hope to write more over the weekend-chairs are great, what a wonderful find-have a great day!
I am poor and weak, yet the Lord is thinking about me right now! O My God, You are my helper. You are my Savior; come quickly, and save me. Please don't delay! 

for my oldest girls
birthday . . . she brought her these three gorgeous roses
. . . one red, one white, one pink . . . first thing my oldest
asks me was "What are their meanings?" . . . before looking
them up I asked her "What do the flowers mean to you? Do you like the colors? For that is all that truly matters." . . . I did not want us to do a "search" & base the flowers 
on what someone else at some time declared these colors to mean . . . I like doing the searches, I get a kick
out of seeing what someone "proclaims" this color or item to mean but as for myself I also find it interesting
we think there has to be this secertive meaning to almost everything . . . flowers, stars, colors, jewels, etc . . . & I don't want these sort of "meanings" to take joy away from my children on something they like
. . . . this stems from my youth when I absolutely positively adored Opals . . . I loved their color! I thought they were awesome! Until my Mother
& Grandmother
found out that was my favorite gem 
. . . they proceeded to inform me that Opals represented tears
& they explained it in such a fashion I felt horrible
, felt like I was a bad person for liking the stone
,felt like it was not right for me to have this as a favorite gem
. . . after that "conversation" I made a silent vow to NEVER let ANYONE know what I favored & for an extremely long time I didn't tell
. . . I believe in my heart
that was not the original intention of my Grandmother
& Mother
but as a young child in a time period where you did not talk back or ask questions & surely never voiced your opinion, that was how I was made to feel & I don't wish for my children to have to endure that
. . . a few years later my favorite color back in the day, & still is, was Black! I suspect you can imagine the grief
I received for this but being a bit older & a lot more rebelous I opted to wear every lick of clothing that was pure Black ( I was not Goth, I am not sure if that title was even around when I was younger )
flowers! I long for the day I can have gardens upon gardens of them . . . I really love Sunflowers & look forward to having almost fields of them . . . I Pray
for the day I can see my girls 
playing about gardens of flowers . . .
to the doctor
for she has had stomache pains for a bit of time . . . myself was doubtful it was as bad as she made it out to be, she has a bit of the Drama gene in her . . . I was also suspicous
about the days her stomache acted up, mostly on Fridays . . . we made an appointment yet still had to wait over one hour
in the waiting room before we were seen! arggghhh
So we go in and the doctor
is an older man who is getting ready to retire . . . he announces there is a stomache virus
going around & there is not much we can do other then give her lots of Gatorade - not water! . . . My Hub is so funny
!!! He begins to clear his throat & his cheeks become a bit flushed as he ask the doctor in a very stumble over my tongue fashion "Well, Doc, she is 10 years old now . . . could it be time for her menstrual cycle?" I about fell on the floor
when I heard how he asked the doctor! The doctor
responsed with "Oh no! She would need to have ice cream cones for that to happen!" so the doctor
& me begin discussing this ( I know I did not go to medical school but I got to say I did not agree with his diagonise of she needs to have "ice cream cones & arm pit hair before she gets her period" . . . that has not been my experience ) me & the doctor
are talking for about five minutes
when Hub says out loud "Oh I get it now! Ice cream cones!"

I had thought perhaps she was faking the stomache ache because it seemed to be strongest on Fridays, my thought was she was trying to get out of school . . . you know what his response was? "Oh kids don't do that! They adjust really well!" . . .
arrrgghhh
. . . yes kids do do this Doctor, just like Adults do
. . . adjust really well? One never adjusts really well to slander, racial discrimantion & peer pressure!!! The Doctor
was very smitten
with my daughter
so I think that explains a majority of his statements
. . . . 