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eric:
Alesia: Thanks for the chapter comments =) I've replied answering your questions, lol. WHich I love to recieve...questions are the best! =D LOL
Bogart: Tom Thank You! I am so glad you visited & liked the recipe Alesia You know I am there I can't wait
Alesia: Hey. How are you doing? I posted the first 4 chapters of my book over at my blog if you are interested. =) God BlessAlesia
Tom: I`ve tried to cook your Catlna Cranberry Chicken. It is really tasty
mystic: hi my friend hope you are doing well
marya: just stopping by to say hi and catch up on you ...
Alesia: Hey! Thanks for reading my blog post. I commented to your LONG list of questions, lol. Glad you like it =) God Bless Alesia
eric: Many thxxx for visiting my blog, be hugged
Alesia: thanks for stopping by my blog again =D I've really enjoyed reading your entries...your life sounds allot like ours, lol. God Bless
mystic: tysm for the kind words and bday wishes you are so sweet
Kerri: Hi, Just doing some surfing and came by. In your story, as soon as you said it hissed and wasn't a cat - I KNEW it was a possum. I remember when I heard something at the back door once and thought it was the cat. I opend the door and there was a possum eating the cat food and it hissed loudly at me. I screamed and slammed the door. Not my favorite creature
Alesia: Thanks for stopping by my blog =) God BlessAlesia
Bogart : Well Good Golly Ms. Molly MARYA ! I have not "seen" you in a month of Sundays! What a grand Blessing this is indeed! I am so on my way over
mystic: passing through to wish you the best of days my friend
hrafn: hi bogart :) i used to be on here some years back, i'm marya from norway ... remember ? just wanted to say hello :)
Alesia: Thanks for the new comment =DThat would be great, I love hearing opinions of other people!God BlessAlesia
Alesia: Thanks for visiting my blog. I really like yours as well! I love to read another Christians blog, and see what they have to say about life =DGod BlessAlesia
mystic: tysm fall is my favorite time of yearhope this finds you well
mystic: tysm i am glad you are doing well and tysm for the kind prayers it is a rough time right now but all in all we are stronger by it
mystic: love the sunflowers so pretty
eric: Thx for care, I am ok but feel tire only, shall do more exercise, cheers
J'laine: Just stopped in to say have a really great, super, holiday weekend! See ya soon.
mystic: love the new shoes how cutethings are ok one step at a time is what we are all doing. cancer hits hard and fast. were doing it though tysm
mystic: I am as well truly blessed i love my girls they have come a long way have a great day my friend
mystic: yum yum they look good those tomatoes yummy
eric: tk, a 2cm diameter tumor found in liver, further blod test if it's cancer or not :(
eric: Thx for ur caring to me! Enzyme level in liver is high, need further scanning on this Wed. I feel good it's not worse. cheers :)
J'laine: Boy am I happy to see your post!!! Thought you were off line. No you did not miss my day(13). How are you doing??? Started new site-be sure to check it out, okay? Take care-work in am but will be on in pm. Take care my friend.
eric: I was weak today, as blodd test result was ready and nurse called me doctor urged to meet on next Monday morning. She said it's liver problem !
J'laine: Stopped in to see what you are up to. Hope all is okay. Have a great rest of the week & will check back soon.
J'laine: Just stopping by to say "HI"!
mystic: happy monday my dear friend
Dee: Wishing you a fun filled weekend!
Mike: Thank you for not doing what most people do, kill a bug. You saved one of God's creatures and I thank you for that.
J'laine: Thanks for the visit. I'm fine just have been really busy. Love the post about Schala! She is really pretty and looks like she is an angel. Take care & hope you have a great week. Going to try to post tonight. See ya soon!!
mystic: I love those monday momentshave a great day my friend
Lanie: Thanks for stopping by at my blog! ^_^
draxc0la: here.. visit me back ok thanks my friend
mystic: i love the cat pics ahhhtysm for stopping over i collect my favorite quotes as well in a very large book lol have a great w/e
mystic: that moth is amazin i never saw one tysm for sharing
J'laine: thanks for the visit-hope to write more over the weekend-chairs are great, what a wonderful find-have a great day!
Lisa: Thanks so much for the congrats message. YOUR BLOG IS BEAUTIFUL BTW:
toni: was here :)
J'laine: Just poppin in to say "hi" and see how you are doin. Been a really hectic week already but wanted to say hello. How all is going okay. Take care & see ya soon.
mystic: good morning hope your w/e was a good one mine was amazing
LottyAnimated: Congrats on JOTW you have a lovely blog.
J'laine: Hope you have a great 4th weekend! Sorry to read about all the neighborhood troubles. Try not to let it get you! You're right!!
mystic: happy 4th of july my friend
Dee: Wishing you a very Safe and Happy 4th of July weekend!
Chastity Brackeen: Congrats on winning blog of the week!

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Saturday, March 7th 2009

6:21 AM

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 O God, do not keep silent; do not be still, do not be quiet!
~ Psalm 83:1 GNT
 
I have a lot to write about but not sure where to begin . . . hhmmm  . . . actually it is not a lot to write about but something I feel is incredibly important  to write about . . . in case you have not noticed I have been fairly heavy hearted  lately  . . . going through quite a whirl wind  roller coaster emotional ride . . . driving me crazy, breaking my heart, devastating & exhausting myself . . . negative, negative, negative  . . . giving the Devil a real party zone there  . . . I knew, I truly knew what was going on & that I needed to stop it  but I was having such an incredibly hard time  doing so, that choking weed was strong & growing! It is sad to say but it is so easy to stay negative  over trying to be positive  . . . I wrote  in my entry for Feb. 25th that I had had it, I was giving it ALL to God but truthfully I hadn't! I was saying it, I was wanting it but I was not releasing it  . . . yet  . . . Thursday  I began to cast my care . . . & man o'live I feel so much lighter  & more peace  it is incredible! Glory Be To God & Praise Sweet Jesus!
 
 Though he falls, he shall not be utterly cast down, for the Lord grasps his hand in support and upholds him.
Psalm 37:24
 
 And the Lord helps them and delivers them; He delivers them from the wicked and saves them, because they trust and take refuge in Him.
Psalm 37:40
 
I knew my down heartedness  was wrong, natural but wrong . . . I knew I needed to turn more to God, seek His answers, savor His strength  . . . I knew scriptures, psalms, verses for my situation & I said them . . . but because I was so down I was having a hard time believing them, know what I mean? There was a lot I knew but I reckon I was just not ready to truly belief yet  . . . the other day as packing  up some things I was feeling horrible low  , the house was too silent  so my mind was really bashing me about   . . . I knew I needed a bit more of a distraction but we don't have cable & I really was not in the mood for a DVD . . . I recalled  I had a CD around somewhere & I quickly found it . . . went to play it when my memory was refreshed that our CD player is very moody & enjoys jumping the tracks around  . . . that's when it hit me I could listen to the CD on the  computer! I am so so so very glad I did  . . . the CD set is by Joyce Meyer & is titled "The Cause & Cure for Worry" . . . . I have listened to the complete set once already & am on round two of them  . . . everything she says is what I already knew but was not applying  . . . it is funny how you know things, people you know can tell you the same thing but you really are not going to listen till someone else tells you . . .
 
You know . . . not being negative here but I suspect before all this is finally said & done I am going to do a bit of stumbling & get down low a couple more times . . . that's okay thou for I am human & God understands  . . . I just want to remember this feeling of ease & peace  I have right now so when next time arrives I will strive to get back to here . . .
 
 God, even if I can't hear You, I trust You. Thank You for Your faultless character and for continuing to work on my behalf. Amen.
 
~ May you ALWAYS be Blessed & may you ALWAYS Bless others ~
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