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eric:
Alesia: Thanks for the chapter comments =) I've replied answering your questions, lol. WHich I love to recieve...questions are the best! =D LOL
Bogart: Tom Thank You! I am so glad you visited & liked the recipe Alesia You know I am there I can't wait
Alesia: Hey. How are you doing? I posted the first 4 chapters of my book over at my blog if you are interested. =) God BlessAlesia
Tom: I`ve tried to cook your Catlna Cranberry Chicken. It is really tasty
mystic: hi my friend hope you are doing well
marya: just stopping by to say hi and catch up on you ...
Alesia: Hey! Thanks for reading my blog post. I commented to your LONG list of questions, lol. Glad you like it =) God Bless Alesia
eric: Many thxxx for visiting my blog, be hugged
Alesia: thanks for stopping by my blog again =D I've really enjoyed reading your entries...your life sounds allot like ours, lol. God Bless
mystic: tysm for the kind words and bday wishes you are so sweet
Kerri: Hi, Just doing some surfing and came by. In your story, as soon as you said it hissed and wasn't a cat - I KNEW it was a possum. I remember when I heard something at the back door once and thought it was the cat. I opend the door and there was a possum eating the cat food and it hissed loudly at me. I screamed and slammed the door. Not my favorite creature
Alesia: Thanks for stopping by my blog =) God BlessAlesia
Bogart : Well Good Golly Ms. Molly MARYA ! I have not "seen" you in a month of Sundays! What a grand Blessing this is indeed! I am so on my way over
mystic: passing through to wish you the best of days my friend
hrafn: hi bogart :) i used to be on here some years back, i'm marya from norway ... remember ? just wanted to say hello :)
Alesia: Thanks for the new comment =DThat would be great, I love hearing opinions of other people!God BlessAlesia
Alesia: Thanks for visiting my blog. I really like yours as well! I love to read another Christians blog, and see what they have to say about life =DGod BlessAlesia
mystic: tysm fall is my favorite time of yearhope this finds you well
mystic: tysm i am glad you are doing well and tysm for the kind prayers it is a rough time right now but all in all we are stronger by it
mystic: love the sunflowers so pretty
eric: Thx for care, I am ok but feel tire only, shall do more exercise, cheers
J'laine: Just stopped in to say have a really great, super, holiday weekend! See ya soon.
mystic: love the new shoes how cutethings are ok one step at a time is what we are all doing. cancer hits hard and fast. were doing it though tysm
mystic: I am as well truly blessed i love my girls they have come a long way have a great day my friend
mystic: yum yum they look good those tomatoes yummy
eric: tk, a 2cm diameter tumor found in liver, further blod test if it's cancer or not :(
eric: Thx for ur caring to me! Enzyme level in liver is high, need further scanning on this Wed. I feel good it's not worse. cheers :)
J'laine: Boy am I happy to see your post!!! Thought you were off line. No you did not miss my day(13). How are you doing??? Started new site-be sure to check it out, okay? Take care-work in am but will be on in pm. Take care my friend.
eric: I was weak today, as blodd test result was ready and nurse called me doctor urged to meet on next Monday morning. She said it's liver problem !
J'laine: Stopped in to see what you are up to. Hope all is okay. Have a great rest of the week & will check back soon.
J'laine: Just stopping by to say "HI"!
mystic: happy monday my dear friend
Dee: Wishing you a fun filled weekend!
Mike: Thank you for not doing what most people do, kill a bug. You saved one of God's creatures and I thank you for that.
J'laine: Thanks for the visit. I'm fine just have been really busy. Love the post about Schala! She is really pretty and looks like she is an angel. Take care & hope you have a great week. Going to try to post tonight. See ya soon!!
mystic: I love those monday momentshave a great day my friend
Lanie: Thanks for stopping by at my blog! ^_^
draxc0la: here.. visit me back ok thanks my friend
mystic: i love the cat pics ahhhtysm for stopping over i collect my favorite quotes as well in a very large book lol have a great w/e
mystic: that moth is amazin i never saw one tysm for sharing
J'laine: thanks for the visit-hope to write more over the weekend-chairs are great, what a wonderful find-have a great day!
Lisa: Thanks so much for the congrats message. YOUR BLOG IS BEAUTIFUL BTW:
toni: was here :)
J'laine: Just poppin in to say "hi" and see how you are doin. Been a really hectic week already but wanted to say hello. How all is going okay. Take care & see ya soon.
mystic: good morning hope your w/e was a good one mine was amazing
LottyAnimated: Congrats on JOTW you have a lovely blog.
J'laine: Hope you have a great 4th weekend! Sorry to read about all the neighborhood troubles. Try not to let it get you! You're right!!
mystic: happy 4th of july my friend
Dee: Wishing you a very Safe and Happy 4th of July weekend!
Chastity Brackeen: Congrats on winning blog of the week!

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Thursday, March 12th 2009

5:51 AM

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 In return for my love they accuse me, but I continue to pray.
~ Psalm 109:4 HCSB
 
I love walking  . . . ever since we have resided here I have done a tremendous amount of walking & yesterday was the first time I ever had a police officer  stop me to inquire what I was doing, where I was going & to see my ID . . . I wasn't insulted, actually I was pleased they are taking time to check the area out more . . . but then I thought about it & realized how serious things have become around this way  . . . we have a large amount of houses  abandoned like so many other areas are having, talking to a parent at the school I mentioned I read in Reader's Digest how some neighborhoods are getting together to keep the up keep  of these homes nice, trying to discourage vandalism & theft  . . . . while I thought that was a nice idea  I was more hopeful to be reading how neighbors were coming together to help each other avoid foreclosure . . . sometime back I read an article about a neighborhood who during the Great Depression did this, they had small "parties" were they gathered food together for everyone, items not needed were provided for those in need, they would even gather what limited funds they could to help out each other . . . the parent I was speaking with told me how he read that many who are "leaving their houses" are throwing parties where they invite others over to come take what they want of the house . . . I am not sure  how I feel about that, I really am divided as I sit on the fence with this thought . . . when he mentioned this it made me realize something . . . we have two sorts of foreclosure going on 1) were some people seemingly can get out & when they do they decide to strip their house 2) some people have no choices, no where to go, not sure what to do & have to be physically escorted out by the sheriff's leaving many possessions behind . . . while I feel for everyone who is losing their houses, I feel worse for those who are being kicked out & have the sheriff knocking on their door
 
When I returned to the house a neighbor pulled up  to chat a bit . . . I like the neighbor but was having difficulty "talking" with him, right when I saw him pull up I asked "God please put a lock  on my mouth" . . . he has been helping The People Above The Stairs move out, which is great! I don't want you to think I don't wish for them to receive help, that is not the case . . . the reason I knew I would be needing a lock was I knew he would tell me things that I would want to counter-react to  . . . I would feel the need to tell "our story" to things that have been said . . . make sense? Yeah  . . . well I knew the lock  wouldn't stay, why? Because even thou I know we know things, others know things & most importantingly God knows things I still have this "desire" to tell  . . . a lot  ! I think I behave well, thou I know I could have behaved much better . . . he told me about another neighbor who is walking away too . . . he confirmed some things about The People Above The Stairs that deep in my heart I already knew, especially some of the lies they have told us  . . . the thing is I didn't ask, just him talking they came out . . . it stings, it hurts, it makes you wonder but what can I do? I'll tell you what I can & am going to do . . . I believe in the Lord, I trust in the Lord!
 
When he heard of where we are having to move to his face said it all . . . it is not a good area, not in one little bit  . . . then I got the "can't you? did you? why don't you?" speech . . . all I can do is smile  as I realize how easy it is for each of us to give this speech when we are not in that persons shoes . . . they mean well so I am not offended even when they walk away as clucking their tongues & saying "well I wouldn't put my children through that" . . . nice eh? it is okay, it is okay . . . I am not thrilled with the area we have to go, we have tried just about every humanly possibly method we can to not go there but . . . well it comes down to money & connections . . . down here we have neither but we do have something greater . . . God! I believe in the Lord, I trust in the Lord! I know He will not let any harm befall us! Oh I still have fears & doubts, but my faith is stronger & I have to stay true to that! Glory Be To God & Praise Sweet Jesus!
 
 God, I've been harboring unforgiveness in my heart. Please forgive me and help me forgive those who've harmed me. Thank You for Your love. Amen.
 
~ May you ALWAYS be Blessed & may you ALWAYS Bless others ~
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