

I WAITED patiently and expectantly for the Lord and He inclined to me and heard my cry. He drew me up out of a horrible pit ( a pit of tumult and of destruction ), out of the miry clay ( froth and slime), and set my feet upon a rock, steadying my steps and establishing my goings. And He has put a new song in my mouth, a song of praise to our God. 
~ Psalm 40:13
Lord, don't leave me; my God, don't go away. Quickly come and help me, my Lord and Savior. 


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~Proverbs 16:24 



6-29-2009
Thank You! I am so glad you visited & liked the recipe
You know I am there
I can't wait
God BlessAlesia
Well Good Golly Ms. Molly
MARYA
! I have not "seen" you in a month of Sundays! What a grand Blessing this is indeed! I am so on my way over
I was weak today, as blodd test result was ready and nurse called me doctor urged to meet on next Monday morning. She said it's liver problem !
Just stopping by to say "HI"!
thanks for the visit-hope to write more over the weekend-chairs are great, what a wonderful find-have a great day!
In return for my love they accuse me, but I continue to pray. 

. . . ever since we have resided here I have done a tremendous amount of walking & yesterday was the first time I ever had a police officer
stop me to inquire what I was doing, where I was going & to see my ID . . . I wasn't insulted, actually I was pleased they are taking time to check the area out more . . . but then I thought about it & realized how serious things have become around this way
. . . we have a large amount of houses
abandoned like so many other areas are having, talking to a parent at the school I mentioned I read in Reader's Digest how some neighborhoods are getting together to keep the up keep
of these homes nice, trying to discourage vandalism & theft
. . . . while I thought that was a nice idea
how I feel about that, I really am divided as I sit on the fence with this thought . . . when he mentioned this it made me realize something . . . we have two sorts of foreclosure going on 1) were some people seemingly can get out & when they do they decide to strip their house 2) some people have no choices, no where to go, not sure what to do & have to be physically escorted out by the sheriff's leaving many possessions behind . . . while I feel for everyone who is losing their houses, I feel worse for those who are being kicked out & have the sheriff knocking on their door 
to chat a bit . . . I like the neighbor but was having difficulty "talking" with him, right when I saw him pull up I asked "God please put a lock
on my mouth" . . . he has been helping The People Above The Stairs move out, which is great! I don't want you to think I don't wish for them to receive help, that is not the case . . . the reason I knew I would be needing a lock was I knew he would tell me things that I would want to counter-react to
. . . I would feel the need to tell "our story" to things that have been said . . . make sense? Yeah
. . . well I knew the lock
wouldn't stay, why? Because even thou I know we know things, others know things & most importantingly God knows things I still have this "desire" to tell
. . . a lot
! I think I behave well, thou I know I could have behaved much better . . . he told me about another neighbor who is walking away too . . . he confirmed some things about The People Above The Stairs that deep in my heart I already knew, especially some of the lies they have told us
. . . the thing is I didn't ask, just him talking they came out . . . it stings, it hurts, it makes you wonder but what can I do? I'll tell you what I can & am going to do . . . I believe in the Lord, I trust in the Lord! 
. . . then I got the "can't you? did you? why don't you?" speech . . . all I can do is smile
as I realize how easy it is for each of us to give this speech when we are not in that persons shoes . . . they mean well so I am not offended even when they walk away as clucking their tongues & saying "well I wouldn't put my children through that" . . . nice eh? it is okay, it is okay . . . I am not thrilled with the area we have to go, we have tried just about every humanly possibly method we can to not go there but . . . well it comes down to money & connections . . . down here we have neither but we do have something greater . . . God! I believe in the Lord, I trust in the Lord! I know He will not let any harm befall us! Oh I still have fears & doubts, but my faith is stronger & I have to stay true to that! Glory Be To God & Praise Sweet Jesus! 
God, I've been harboring unforgiveness in my heart. Please forgive me and help me forgive those who've harmed me. Thank You for Your love. Amen. 
