I WAITED patiently and expectantly for the Lord and He inclined to me and heard my cry. He drew me up out of a horrible pit ( a pit of tumult and of destruction ), out of the miry clay ( froth and slime), and set my feet upon a rock, steadying my steps and establishing my goings. And He has put a new song in my mouth, a song of praise to our God. 
~ Psalm 40:13
Lord, don't leave me; my God, don't go away. Quickly come and help me, my Lord and Savior. 
Please take a moment, watch, listen, learn, live 
Pleasant words are as a honeycomb, sweet to the mind and healing to the body.
~Proverbs 16:24 
6-29-2009
Thank You! I am so glad you visited & liked the recipe 
Alesia You know I am there 
I can't wait 
God BlessAlesia 
Well Good Golly Ms. Molly MARYA ! I have not "seen" you in a month of Sundays! What a grand Blessing this is indeed! I am so on my way over 
I was weak today, as blodd test result was ready and nurse called me doctor urged to meet on next Monday morning. She said it's liver problem ! 
Just stopping by to say "HI"! 
thanks for the visit-hope to write more over the weekend-chairs are great, what a wonderful find-have a great day! 
The earth is the Lord's, and all it contains, the world, and those who dwell in it. 
I was in a fairly "bitter bun" mode . . . rambled on a bit of some of the "areas" that were gnawing at me . . . after a few hours into the day it dawned on me to remove most of that entry 
. . . why? oh a million & one reasons I suppose! One thing I am fully aware of & will be forever grateful 
for is the family 
God has Blessed me with! I have always known this but when times are a bit more trying I realize it a lot more . . . Glory Be To God & Praise Sweet Jesus ! Like so many others in this world, we too have been through our share of difficulties, hardships & hardtimes but we have stayed strong, we have stayed together . . . again I say, Glory Be To God & Praise Sweet Jesus ! And as much as it has driven me 
crazy mad 
over the years the "stories" told in favor of others, as much as I want to scream out "here is our story" I know it is better to put a lock 
on my mouth & unlock my heart 
. . . both are areas I need to work on greatly! But I am trying . . . hence the reason for editing 
yesterdays entry . . . we know our story, God knows our story & in the end that is all that truly matters . . . about two children who are missing & the importance of being aware of whom your "neighbors" are . . . as sad 
as it was to think about these things I felt it was important to address them, especially right now . . . in our search for a place to reside I have had few sources point me to an area that is not a good area . . . the area is a cheaper place but still we would be struggling but worse it is an area where a nasty majority of "registered sexual offenders" reside 
. . . there is no way, no how I am going to subject my children 
to that environment! Yes we need a place, yes we are rather desperate but I am not going to put my children in the middle of that! How could I? A little voice in my head likes to whisper "Ah, but perhaps you could improve the area, the awareness, make a difference" 
. . . yes there is that perhaps but are my children worth that chance . . . I say NOT! . . . the house was made in 1977, 2 story, they list 6 bedrooms, 2 baths on .95 acres of land . . . selling for $95,000 . . . the country is beautiful, but very backwoods, way back away from everything . . . that has its benefits in many ways but in other ways with two young children you want access to basic needs QUICKLY . . . . the house 
made me sad . . . there was a note 
on the door under other notes stating the house had been Winterized, this note red in large bright red letters NO SMOKING. OXYGEN IN USE . . . there were other signs around that someone had gotten gravely ill 
. . . most signs came from the condition of the house . . . areas were quite scary 
as well, on one tree for some reason or another someone had decided to nail in a large birds wing!!! Looked kinda symbolic 
! Found a couple of deer skulls where antlers had been sawed off! Trash 
was everywhere! Years of trash slowly rusting & fading in hills, hills & hills . . . liquor bottles & beer cans everywhere . . . it was a crazy adventure! Then I saw it . . . the pile of children videos, partially buried under clothes . . . again my heart broke ! Maybe I am a silly fool 
but it always pains me to see the remains of a family that was recently in a house . . . especially with children & now an ill individual as well 
. . . the yard was large but not cleared so there was a large amount of thrones everywhere, as I tromped through the wooded 
lot that is when I heard shots . . . hunters! Right smack near the back yard 
. . . having pets & children I pondered the worth of this . . . It was a crazy adventure! I saw possibilities in this house but I also saw a lot of work 
& money 
being involved . . . while we are up to the work, money is a whole different factor . . . 
! Back in Dec. 
a passenger of his gave him a gift card to Ruby Tuesday ( Bless Them ) so we are planning to go out for a small bite . . . 
God, thank You for reminding me that You're in control - there's no need or foe I should fear. Thank You, for providing for me. Amen. 
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